Frustration... Coarsed Love... The Real Jones

For the past month and a half I feel that nothing has been on the COMPLETE up and up for me. As stated in "Move" I am stuck in this shit hole apartment building, however I am happy that I have someplace to live, it is just not the apartment that I really wanted. I spent a month and half on looking for apartment, learned that I cannot move out of my building, then found an apartment that i really liked in my building and then they stringed me along and now I cannot move for another week and a half. Mind you, I had packed my things up thinking I was moving Sept. 1st.... and threw out my couch. But I am happy I am moving in 10 days. This is Pure Frustration. Work... Pure Frustration. Family... Pure Frustration. Love Life... Pure Frustration.




Regaurdless, the 100 proof Pure Frustration that you are going through with love, you CANNOT Coarse, Manulipuate,Twist, Trick, or any of the sort someone into liking you or loving you. Love just doesn't work like that. You will slowly be reavled. Your tricks will def be seen. Love is a very intricate emotion and your senses will pick away until you get to the truth. Now, this is different than Twisting somethings so you can see that person... or get that person to notice you. That is completly different. When you Coarse someone to fall in love with you, the other person will soon see the people that you hurt, left behind, or used to get to them. It may take time but will become obivious. You will end up with your tounge out your mouth and with some broken love and maybe a broken heart. You will become seen by your own frustrations being obvious and you know what..... I see you.


Now, through all of this frustration.. you have to have the The Real in your life. It doesnt have to a boyfriend or no shit like that. It has to be someone that when you see you think of the first time you seen them or just the GOOD and BAD times that you have had together because it has turned the relationship into the good that you have now. When you see them you just smile.... the Real in my life is .....



Papa Jones... The Real Jones... The Realest Man Alive. Known to Man. My Real says, "What do I need to find a couch fo', I got a couch and plasma t.v.'s at home." in reference to the Crimson Lounge Akira afterparty. Or will break out singing Karokete. My Real has my back no matter what... eventhough it may be hard for him to understand my side because I am his babygirl. He is my Real... The Real Jones.


The Real has to be the person who you can go to on your worse days and when you have Pure Frustration in all aspects of your life. All they have to do is say, "Hi" and your Pure Frustrations turn to thoughts of Pure Resoultions. You just want to enjoy this time with your Real.
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