It happened on a Sunday I remember.... or was it a Saturday? Well I guess I don't remember how I thought I did I just know it was the 13Th of July. He died....
It didn't hurt so much at the time, I didn't cry, I wasn't even mad. I can't even say I'm mad now. I was for a while though. I watched it happen over time I watched at a distance wanting to say something but not. "It's not worth it" I can't say that it wasn't but I'll never know if it was.
For a while I hung on to the memories of a person I used to know, and well at that. I didn't think it'd happen this way I didn't think I'd actually want to let him go. But I did, I do.....I do...
Rest in Piece. Live in Piece. With out me.
Now the second time I can't say I remember a date. A different person has drifted away. I think this hurt less and more all at the same time, the death of a friend. Ouch.
The memories of you thouh I can't say are so vivid, I just remember being there. Tears fell I caught them. Your back I had it. thick and thin I stuck through it. But not any more. Is that wrong?
Naw I can't say I feel wrong in this situation I didn't watch this happen over time there's nothing I can do any more.
So I stopped.
I held the two of you so close to my heart and it is OK. I'm sure every one involved is in a better place.
R.I.P Dear Friends Indeed.
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3 comments:
So Ms. Destiny if he came into your life right now what would the outcome be it seem like you didnt have one love but two EXPLAIN! and does someting deep down in u want to search fa him or was he perfect in your eyes
soulmates only come ones and if u miss it sorry. Did u see anything when u look into his eyes only if u did maybe u maight be still looking fa someone like him
To the 1st comment Asia wrote this post.
the 2nd comment This post was about a former best friend of mine and a love of mine. I can't say that I dont look for things in others that I miss about my former love but I also can not say he was my soulmate.
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