(lovedu)2sundaymorning.

rearranging the already arranged conclusion of this love affair in my head is most depressing

i was stupid, i'll start there... well its the only place i can start or the first of confused thoughts about it all that pops into my head...

i thought... no I didnt think, had i put any thought what so ever into it, i might not feel like this

feel... feel so stupid....  i was  looking for a better word then stupid but its the only one that seems to fit the description as to how im feeling 

cheap.

cheap sex after long nights out although in the mist of it all i never felt so expensive

can expensive even be a feeling? im not sure

I jus know your appreciation for my body exceeded my past lovers even the ones who were in love with me. 

the absence of love and the presence of passion i guess.

guessing, seems to be the only thing ive been doing lately, guessing how you may feel how it will end wondering if it has to

but knowing it will, it will end before it ever starts, it hasnt a chance of stardom..... 

and also knowing this cant be right but guessing or hoping rather that it stands a chance. 

but i guess knowing in the end it very well may not.

(lovedu)2sundaymorning.

A$

 

10:53 Randomness.

I need something new in my life... Instead of doing something stupid like cutting my hair, or move to another state, I have decided to go shopping tomorrow.

I only have had about 6 hours of real sleep in the past 2 days.

I really wanted to go see Solange at the House of Blues tonight but the lack of me being in the loop prevented me from doing so.

I hate when people act so stuck up about Facebook. "I am not going accept friends if they look whack" .... It is fucken Facebook. Get over yourself.

I really want to sing. Like really sing. Not just sing and then call myself a singer.

I think I have a shopping addiction.

A few weeks ago... when I was drunk... I came up with a concept. Juking is just pep talking the dick for the girl that goes home with it.

"Overnight StupidStar": Someone who does dumb shit to get famous. Including groupies.

You are not a fashion designer if you go to the thrift store and cut up a shirt and call it your design. You should just call Urban Outfitters and ask for a job for Urban Renewal.

If you know me you know I do not like sushi.

I was in the middle of sewing... and I had all these thoughts... so I decided to write them down for you to read... I am done so I think I will go back to sewing.

D♥

Friday. "Only in Lake Forest High School"

So I went to a basketball game in Lake Forest... It was a big rival school against Zion and Lake Forest at Lake Forest High School. It was a good game. However, I went into the bathroom and saw this sign when I was washing my hands...

Now this is so funny, because I have been accused of having a eating disorder (that's funny in itself) and just the thought that being skinny is something that is beautiful. Now, I am not saying that having an eating disorder is funny, if you have one please get help. My personal definition of being beautiful is being yourself. Don't let anyone or society tell you that being a certain way is right.

After this sign I went and ate a 16 oz. steak at J. Alexander's and a nice cold Heniken.

What a sign. What a night.

D♥

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Thursday. "Clip His Wings"

Yup the start of the weekend is Thursday. This Thursday we decided to attend the 10 dolla holla (we didnt have to pay;) at Ole Lounge on Lincoln and Diversey. Open bar from 10 til 12... umm we are there.

Thursday was pretty chill. The crowd was small but it much to expect when it was so cold. But we had fun. To wrap things up, the night consisted of good music drinks, laughter, more drinks, dancing, more drinks, the bathroom, some more dancing, and one or two more drinks. Oh yeah then some tacos.

But I really does puzzle me how some men/women get so aggressive over women/men. How I see it is, people are going to do what they want to do. You do not have the power to make someone stay with you. You can give them the reasons, however if they want to do something they will do it.

Ok with that vent done... I said a lot of funny things on Thursday.... I cannot really tell you what I was referencing, one because I cannot remember, and some other things...lol. Some funny things that were mentioned were.

Clip his wings... so he can't fly.
I am depressed for her with that outfit.
Kept your pussy in his pocket.

But anyway, you probably dont think the quotes are funny because you werent there... but next week you should be.

D&hearts


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Friday. Funny Valentine. Saturday. Cupid's Chokehold

Friday.

Flowers at work.
Food.
Funny Valentine.

D♥


Saturday.

Well, Well... Who had a Valentine on Valentines day? Who knows and who cares. All we know is that we had fun and I think everyone at Tonic knew too...

Red Velvet Cake and Sequin Hot Pants.
Rose' Moet, Ciroc and Goose.
Family and Friends.
Drunken Hot Girls and a Cab.
Tonic and Tacos (Destiny with the Tacos).
Music.
Juking Cupid.
Boys, Backseats, and Alleyways.
Feelings and Hearts in my Back Pocket.
Missed Phone Calls and Text Messages.

And for others....

Drunk and Numb.
Sex and Magnums.
Less Magnums then Sex...
Liquored Kisses.
Scope

A$ and D♥

Tuesday.

Man this day was great. Too bad we don't have a day in the life picture.

I woke up to a knock on m door and it was Asia. We talked and we decided to take a walk to her house and then come back to my house and work on homework together... These things are always fun because we always talk and joke around and it makes the most annoying tasks like homework enjoyable.

So when the homework was done, Asia rushed off to class and with me having the day off, I decided to download some of my favorite music... so that I did, I opened my windows, cleaned, and listened to my favorite music.

At around 4 Asia and I ventured off to the world and Wicker Park was our destination. We went to the good ol' St. Alfred's for a particular beenie, The Joneses, which is pretty dope.

The job with buying The Joneses Hat, we decided to shop for a few other necessary objects....;)

The rest of the night consisted of walking around the city talking and having a good time. And walking down State St. we ran into "Gutta" who we had an interesting convo with.

I asked him why he stopped on the middle of the sidewalk, he said to get a better look at us, and I asked did he need glasses and he was like " HELL NAW, YEAH"... Gutta really heightened our night.

After that we just chilled and almost went to Bar Louie, but opted out and just went to potbelly's and watched the bootlegged Quarentine, which was awesome.

Days like these are great because they help me realize how great the summer is gonna be.

Saturday. Cir-ROC'n In Rooms and Lounges

Let me just dive right in....

Last night me and Destiny started off trying to go bowling and not clubbing but we ended up going to more bars and lounges then we ever do on a Sat.

We started off at the Jewel... yeah the Jewel, we wanted some Ciroc Destiny said it's a smooth drink, but the price wasn't so smooth. Don't get me wrong its not hella expensive but right now I don't have a paying job. So we decided to go to Sammy's to see if we could get it for cheaper because I was trying to ball out with some Ciroc but I was working with a Smirnoff budget. That's so sad. I am going to get another job after winter quarter I promise, but back to the night. It was still too expensive until I got a call form my daddy and well Ciroc happened for us...

We decided to start the bar hopping at a bar that is a block away from my old apartment called Legroom. Its a nice little spot but for older people but they have a drink called grape Kool-Aid.....GO THERE AND GET THAT! its so good. But we did not stay there long my friend Josh met us there but they would not let him in with sneakers on. So Des and I downed the kool-aids and ran to the red line with Josh.

*Drink-O- Meter. ** Asia- 4 cups of Ciroc+1 Grape Kool-Aid Destiny 3 cps of Ciroc+ 1 Grape Kool-Aid****

The train ride was fun I don't know why either. I had to potty so we basically ran from the Fullerton stop to our next stop Tonic room.... Man we were in a lot of rooms last night. Tonic was pretty cool lots of familiar faces and cool music. We didn't drink more here but we danced some. We left after a bit Josh went home and Des and I went to Par Lounge. There we met up with our buddies O.J and Scott.

**Drink-O-Meter*** Asia Same and Destiny 3 cups of Ciroc+1 Grape Kool-Aid+ Some Patron....***

Par was nice kinda crowded but nice. We decided to leave there and go to Lava Lounge. Lava..... it was nice and it ended our night.......

We found ourselves both at my apartment having some Chef-boy-R-D and some Family Guy. Good Night weekend see you soon.
A$

Friday. "Last Night The DJ Saved My Life"

Friday was a solo dolo night. I describe one of these nights is where you go out, without our friends and see who you run into. Well that was the plan for me and I went to my very good friend Rio's party in Logan Square which was pretty dope. While I was there I i same Mic Terror and Mano preform. After that we all dipped off to Redno5 for Hollywood Holt's set. I can say that I had a really good time there... Minus the fight that broke out in the middle of the dance floor, and dudes who make reference to their penis getting hard while you are dancing with them... or the dudes who decide that it is ok to pull items off of people (my hat that I was wearing). To be honest I had a ball. Not to have to worry about anything but having a good time. The music was amazing. Nigel downstairs and Timbuck2 upstairs I was in heaven musically. Timbuck2 made my life (not my night, my life) when he played Track 10 from Kid Cudi's mixtape. It was fun to be around people who just want to have fun and not who is watching them have fun. Cool night.


Tonight: We will be all over the city. Bowling, Drinks, Pool, Drunk Stories, etc

Let's what tonight holds.

D♥

Mother Nature is a bitch.....

Ok this will be quick.. I just want to update you guys on a few things before I start and complete this paper that is due at 3:30.... it is 2:08 so I don't have long.





<3> Bae's kids... really but not at that amusement Park like cold and shit not warm...



<3> been as regular with the posting lately. We have embarked on a few new adventurous career opportunities and are learning to juggle Jobs... Jobs... school.. running our won site... and having some what of a dramatic social life... it's hard... and to top it off I'm broke.... yeah I'm not too proud to admit that 1.



<3 Destiny is aiming me hold on.....


<3 I hope your Valentines day is full of some booty shaking....I'm not throwing a party or nothing I just hope your v-day will be fun I don't have a fucking Valentine so I don't know what mine will be like besides some booze


<3>Feb 19th if you wanna see me dance drunkly to single ladies you'll come to Ole Lounge.


<3> besides all the foolery I want to thank all that read our blog.. it means a lot to us after all we are just two random cousins blogging about the random things we do and WE promise if you sit tight for a bit longer you wont be disappointed..... the Blog will be updated soon....



Oh yeah I started this off with intentions on telling you guys about how fucking cold I am..... I guess that says it now back to writing this paper..... it 2:16 I don't have much time left......



p.s I had to go back and rewrite everything because the computers in the library suck..... now off to write this paper....

A$