O..O....Ole........ 2812 N Lincoln

Last Thurs. I went Ole Lounge to hear my homie G spin I had never been there and thought that maybe the coldest night of the year so far would be a good start.... Well let me tell you it was.  Hero George did a fine job I had a blast. Ole is possibly the perfect Thursday spot. well that's just how I'm feeling in 09'. Sexy..... and that's how I felt in jeans and a tee at the Ole Lounge.  Im going tomorrow come join me... 

Hero George (the Dj) plays just what you want to hear and the bartender I don't know her name hooked me up with a Pez tasting martini... come out!

A$

MLK!!!!

Man, I have a lot of dreams but I have yet to dream as big as this man. I see a lot of things in my daily life that I know that Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. would be a shamed of... *Soulja Boi*  OK that wasn't totally a good joke you get what I am saying how some young black men and women carry themselves and especially how easily some of us give up. Not Going to college to peruse dreams of quick money instead of an education, a privilege for us that he fought to the death for. not many people even think about this day past it being a day off but we really should. There is a lot that we wouldn't even be able to do without the life of such a great man. I hope that one day I can liv up to the dream....

Besides that I am sure that Dr. King would be proud of what we will be celebrating tomorrow. I am sure that he is looking down from heaven happy that a day after his day we will be celebrating the inauguration of the first AFRICAN-AMERICAN president. President Barak Obama!

A$

the DEATH of friends

It happened on a Sunday I remember.... or was it a Saturday? Well I guess I don't remember how I thought I did I just know it was the 13Th of July. He died....

It didn't hurt so much at the time, I didn't cry, I wasn't even mad. I can't even say I'm mad now. I was for a while though. I watched it happen over time I watched at a distance wanting to say something but not. "It's not worth it" I can't say that it wasn't but I'll never know if it was.

For a while I hung on to the memories of a person I used to know, and well at that. I didn't think it'd happen this way I didn't think I'd actually want to let him go. But I did, I do.....I do...

Rest in Piece. Live in Piece. With out me.

Now the second time I can't say I remember a date. A different person has drifted away. I think this hurt less and more all at the same time, the death of a friend. Ouch.

The memories of you thouh I can't say are so vivid, I just remember being there. Tears fell I caught them. Your back I had it. thick and thin I stuck through it. But not any more. Is that wrong?

Naw I can't say I feel wrong in this situation I didn't watch this happen over time there's nothing I can do any more.

So I stopped.

I held the two of you so close to my heart and it is OK. I'm sure every one involved is in a better place.

R.I.P Dear Friends Indeed.

A$

21... You Thought That I Was Older Huh?

I am 21... Yeah.



It has been about 12 hours since the end of my birthday... and I am finally 21. I have been 21 for about 3 years going out and partying... But officially turning 21 is great and unexplainable I can say... My 21st birthday was great. Thanks to all who helped me celebrate it. I can say with my birthday passing i am content with life. Dont get me wrong, I still have goals that I will achieve. I am just content with everything that happened to me in the past. 21 starts a new point... it threw a curve in the road of life.

So for my 21st I went to Tonic Room on Saturday at midnight and partied my ass off... Drinks and good music... Then I went to Lava and busted my ass outside of Lava. But went in and danced off the embarassment. Thanks to Inglish for playing one of my favorite songs that ended the night.

And for sunday it was more of a chill night. I went out to dinner with my parents and then went to the Kit Kat Lounge which was wonderful. Thanks for the people that did come out.

Thanks to all the bday wishes that I recieved. I really appericate all the people that surrounded me on my birthday... it means so much!

D♥

If Every Night's a Party.....

If every night's a party then may I ask what are the mornings??? Well I'll tell ya!

If every night is a party then a mornings go a little like this....

Wake up, head hurts, breath stinks.... a long PPPPPEEEEEEEEEE and then to the camera... lets see what I can't remember.... WOW looks like I had a blast, thats how we got to lava... a cab... ugh the X.... why did we take a picture together?? the photos can't answer that. Let's call Destiny she'll know. aim, aim, aim, answers laughs and more laughs wow last night was good.....

OR if every night's a party your morning could go like this.......

Wake up.... roll over.... ugh...... the X...... O my.... how did I get myself into this one? not sure I gotta get outta here before she wakes up.....then call my guy and ask him why did he let me leave with this crazy B****. Shucks she's waking up... ummmm ummmm ummmm.....

Or a morning like this....

Wake up, laugh at the time you had the evening before and enjoy being young and able to do this crazy shit.... 

Because if every night's a party the mornings are gaurented  to be hilarious....