(lovedu)2sundaymorning.

rearranging the already arranged conclusion of this love affair in my head is most depressing

i was stupid, i'll start there... well its the only place i can start or the first of confused thoughts about it all that pops into my head...

i thought... no I didnt think, had i put any thought what so ever into it, i might not feel like this

feel... feel so stupid....  i was  looking for a better word then stupid but its the only one that seems to fit the description as to how im feeling 

cheap.

cheap sex after long nights out although in the mist of it all i never felt so expensive

can expensive even be a feeling? im not sure

I jus know your appreciation for my body exceeded my past lovers even the ones who were in love with me. 

the absence of love and the presence of passion i guess.

guessing, seems to be the only thing ive been doing lately, guessing how you may feel how it will end wondering if it has to

but knowing it will, it will end before it ever starts, it hasnt a chance of stardom..... 

and also knowing this cant be right but guessing or hoping rather that it stands a chance. 

but i guess knowing in the end it very well may not.

(lovedu)2sundaymorning.

A$