What?

What do you want to hear me talk about? For the past few posts from me have been slightly dedicated to love situations or just random babble. But I want to leave it up to the people reading to decide what you want to read from me. Leave a comment under this post or just tell me on twitter. Oh yeah follow me while you are on there if you want.

Is it May or did I get punked?

Good morning Fine Jones experience blog readers. It is a fine morning for me full paper writing and coldness. Is there any reason that is it so damn cold in May and it is the end of May come one 50 is just unacceptable man. 

but off of the weather, I can't really explain how mad I am 

about being up this early working on a paper I should have been doing last night, I am so over school man. I will really feel like I earned my diploma, I'm not saying I was a book worm in college or anything but its been a journey man and I'll feel accomplished when its done. 

UGH I'd rather be sleeping right now, my motivation right now is how awesome my summer will be. Where I'll go, the places I'll see and the book I am going to be writing. I can't wait. I really can't you guys.  

But writing papers this early in the morning just sucks no matter how you look at it. All I can do to get through it is day dream and listen to Cinnamon.... I like this song.... takes me to a 1992 tribe called quest but not type shit place... it has a funny spin to it but that's where the song takes me. "She looks like cinnamon..."   yeah... this'll get me through this paper...

Well people what are you up to this morning what are ya'll listening to???

btw if you haven't downloaded gone fishing go there ---> http://coolxkids.com/ and do it... 

Well back off to paper writing. Have a Good day people. 

A$

Nightly Confession....

Yes this is something  everyone can look forward to from us from now on.....  

but my nightly confession is I like the rain.... I like to cuddle when it rains or snows. I like to just cuddle and talk when the weather is sucky you can really get to know someone... 

"It Tastes Like You But Sweeter"/ My Favorite is Turquoise

I was listening to the Blu mixtape, HerFavoriteColo(u)r, and I was thinking that no one can really grasp there whole mind around the idea of love. Love is a complicated situation.

When you are not in love you are trying to wrap your mind around why you are not in love and when you will find that love. Or you are consuming with something, miscellanous shit or your love of a occupation or hobby.

When you finally find that love, you are wondering if it will end, or is it the best it is going to get or will it get better. When you are in love it is a big book full of questions, Will it end, Is he/she in love with me, Will I fall in love with someone else, Is this what love is, other thoughts that wreck your brain until you cannot fathom the thought of the word love again. You just become accustom to just say "I love you", and mean it sometimes and other times it is just habit.

However, when you are out of love, from being in love, that is the biggest worthless limbo... You constantly reinvent yourself, saying you are over that person this and that. No more love for you, so you start fucking around and realize that you aint lovin yourself. Or you become hard on yourself for letting that love go....

Love is. It is the hardest drug known to man. Sometimes just a Casual Love User... and sometimes I Overdose. Or maybe thats just me... Maybe thats why I have it tatted on my side... maybe thats why they call me Destiny Love.

And if you have not downloaded the mixtape you can do it here.

*Nightly Confession*

Asia came up with the idea of starting to do a nightly confession each night... so I decided to do one tonight... It is not a deep dark secret or anything it is just something on the brain right before the night ends...

Well for me tonight my nightly confession is that I cannot wait to see Disney's "Up" in 3D on Friday. I love Disney animated films and after work I think I am going to go to the Lake show and see the new movie... I really cannot wait...


I know i am such a dork. Oh well. I live a good dorky life. Hit me up if you want to join me...lol


D♥

When The Sun Sets...

Today when the sun set, I looked at a few things differently. There has been a lot going on what i am not ready to delve into right now. Just to say i have been crying so much that my eyes are now bruised, as long with my heart. But today was different, I stood up and understood everything. Everything would be, "I cannot control everything." That is pretty hard for me to accept because i have a open heart, and I a heavy thinker so i try to fix everything that seems unknown. With me or someone that i care about. Anyway, as I watched the sun set, I just sighed... because that is all i can do right now. With all the stress that i have had this week, the sunset was calming and comforting even tho i was alone, i feel that all my emotions were sheltered from the storm that they encountered. Thanks to the sunset and all the support that i have had i am currently content, and everything will be ok.

D♥

Re-Cap

Ok I know it has been a long time since the last post. I have to apologize. There has been hella shit going on in the past month. Let's quickly re-cap.

1) Drama

2) Love

3) Drama

4) New Tattoo

5) Drama

6) New Summer CD

7) New Apartment

8) Fun

9) Loss

10)Drama

11) Money

12) Sanity

13) Realization

14) Happiness

15) VESPA!!!

That is what i am going to pick up right now... wish me luck

D. Love.