I was listening to the Blu mixtape, HerFavoriteColo(u)r, and I was thinking that no one can really grasp there whole mind around the idea of love. Love is a complicated situation.
When you are not in love you are trying to wrap your mind around why you are not in love and when you will find that love. Or you are consuming with something, miscellanous shit or your love of a occupation or hobby.
When you finally find that love, you are wondering if it will end, or is it the best it is going to get or will it get better. When you are in love it is a big book full of questions, Will it end, Is he/she in love with me, Will I fall in love with someone else, Is this what love is, other thoughts that wreck your brain until you cannot fathom the thought of the word love again. You just become accustom to just say "I love you", and mean it sometimes and other times it is just habit.
However, when you are out of love, from being in love, that is the biggest worthless limbo... You constantly reinvent yourself, saying you are over that person this and that. No more love for you, so you start fucking around and realize that you aint lovin yourself. Or you become hard on yourself for letting that love go....
Love is. It is the hardest drug known to man. Sometimes just a Casual Love User... and sometimes I Overdose. Or maybe thats just me... Maybe thats why I have it tatted on my side... maybe thats why they call me Destiny Love.
And if you have not downloaded the mixtape you can do it here.
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