its over

its over and you know what i didnt think that it would hurt this bad. but it does... i cannot breathe. i cannot see. i cannot think. just emotion, and pain. i cannot differaicate between the two. i cannot tell if i am happy or if i am sad. i just know that there is pain. its over. i called it. i took for granted the good times and appericated the bad time too much. i thought of the arguements and not the laughter. i thought of the tears that i cried and not you wiping them away. will i be able to appericate the next or was it just you? am i just pushing out these tears to get over you? will that ever happen? thinking that if i was a boy i would know how i treated you, the roles were reversed, i was your mr. big and you were my carrie.... all you wanted was love and i felt that i had to many heartbreaks... i didnt believe in love. i see that i know what love is because i felt it with you....


there isnt any correct english here, there are no capital letters here, because there is no importance to these words... because it is over. they mean nothing... you are gone... i am here, you are there. its over.

d♥